Tokyo ghoul

Damn, so much has ended in 2018 alone. I don't have to go into it, y'all already know. I'm talking about Tokyo Ghoul rn.

I'm not even gonna lie, I literally just got into TG, like the first quarter of 2018; I remember Jeremy was watching its trailers in like 2014 or something, and trying to put me on. The only animes I've ever watched are like DragonBall, pokemon, yugioh, zatch bell, and tales of the abyss. All the mainstream shit. The only mangas I've read are yugioh and kingdom hearts. I don't really put too much time into them.

I will say though, when Jeremy was showing me the trailers of like when kaneki was trying to eat real food, and getting jumped by Rize, I did admit that it was pretty cool, and I gave it its props. Usually whenever Jeremy shows me some new anime, I think it's wack and I don't pay any attention to it. This was the first one that I admitted was interesting. But like I said, I gave it some respect points and continued to move on in my life.

4 years later, I finally got into it. For some reason I got into the Manga side of YouTube (I wasn't even watching anything anime related, idk how it happened. God's plan?), and I saw a video of kaneki vs arima in the Manga. I started watching it, and mind you, I had no idea what was going on, but Damn that song was amazing. It was a cover of tokyo ghouls OP, and it was made by some dope guy named Animenz. Of course that would lead me to watch the actual OP.

Now y'all know I like aesthetically pleasing stuff. I like visuals that are enjoyable to look at.

Come on y'all, you can't tell me that's not fire!!! Man, the song is so good too.

I just had to make a post in homage to this manga/anime. I don't often get into stuff like this, but reading the entire manga was so worth it. I literally got an e-reader just so I can get scanlated versions of Tokyo Ghoul: Re, which isn't gonna get official American releases til later in 2018. And ain't nobody got time for that.

I didn't watch Season 2 (Root A) because I heard it wasn't canon. And I only wanted to see manga depictions in the anime, just because the anime was that good. Fortunately, Adrian took the fall for me and watched it, and like expected, he said it was trash.


Tokyo Ghoul: Re was really good too. The manga, that is. Season 1 of it was embarrassing, and I can't wait to see Studio Pierrot ruin season 2 of it again. It's so disappointing because I think they're the same people animating Boruto, and I bet that's where all of their effort and time is going. Because TG isn't as big as Naruto and company.

However, I did hear that Japan's getting a ps4 Tokyo Ghoul later this year. I wonder if it'll ever drop in US. I hope.

Side note, it's so weird knowing that X isn't with us in this world anymore. Such an eerie feeling.

i expect someone to disagree with this.

i've always been under the belief that i should just be myself, and know that that's good enough. but today i realized this isn't true. it's a lot deeper than that. instead of just being yourself straight up and leaving others in discomfort, while that sounds like a liberating thing to do, it's a very selfish move to make. i understand that people need to be taken out of their comfort zone to adapt, but this isn't necessarily the only route to take. i'm not talking about lgbtq+, so i don't want y'all to start bitching at me about that, because this isn't about them.

i feel like instead of just being yourself and knowing that that's good enough, i think we need to be able to prove to others, as well as yourself, that yourself is worth it and deserves to be. because not everyone's self is worthy of striving in the world. like terrorists for example.

if you want to be yourself in the world and profit and thrive off of it, you need to prove to everyone that you deserve your shine, and that you deserve to be yourself.

we are all worthy, but at the same time we are not.

Wow, I'm so lucky to live in the same generation as Kyrie, LeBron, Curry, Westbrook, the list goes on.

Shoutout friends

I'm grateful for those that understand. And I'm grateful for those that don't.

Expierence. Experiential. Happening. Response. Aggression. Assertiveness. Articulate. Iridescent. Descent. Ascension. Peak. Downfall. Tragedy. Nostalgia. Endless. Unlimited. Searching. Searching. Searching. Love. Lost. Uncertainty. Need. Desire. Greatness. Leader. Environment. Food. Dollar. Remaster. Calligraphy. Horror. Satisfaction. Words. Typing. Fire. Thoughts. Unease. Self. Shift. Cream. White. Levels. Angles. Shading. Difficult. Intricacies. Delicacies Cookies. Sweetness. Gluttony. Sin. Darkness. Negativity. Tunnel. Light. Reaching. Sight. Hope. Angels. Destination. Near. Return. Return. Retrn. rETURN. rETURN. Return. Return.



Return.



I have to return. If I don't, I don't know what will become of me.

In moderation though. I won't force anything.

Always have visions of death

I cry every night.